My True Story
The following is the sincere truth to the best of my knowledge as an intelligent and respectable human being.
Note: I have intentionally avoided stating the actual name of the cult group involved in the following text because the cult group involved are well known for personally and legally harassing and seeking to ruin members of the public whom publicly denounce them. I am sure that after reading my story you will understand that it would be injurious to myself to have to try and defend myself against harassment from a powerful international cult group with the intention of ruining me.
My predicament has been ongoing for over twenty-four years (since 1989) so for the purposes of practicality I will list only what I consider to be the main points regarding the situation.
To cut a long story short when I was seventeen years old (1987) I was enticed into one of the main cult groups (which claims to be a religion) in western society. This particular cult group enticed me into a relationship with them by their propaganda that they were an extraordinary, noble and ground-breaking group with exceptionally good morals that had solved the problems of bad human conditions.
They claimed that their founder had discovered how to rid human life of flaws and defects, and that the human being is actually a spiritual being that inhabits a human body due to the deterioration of the spiritual condition. This cult group claimed that the human being (and essentially the human spirit) were 'aberrated' or deteriorated and by enrolling in the 'courses' and 'counselling' of the cult group, the human being would be cured of their flaws and defects so that they would be in an exceptionally healthy condition. Then the person would take 'courses' and 'counselling' to address their spiritual flaws and defects, and as a result could achieve a state of 'total spiritual freedom'.
The cult group claimed that their processes would enable a person to exist as a spirit, independent of the human body, and 'be at knowing and willing cause over life, thought, matter, energy, space and time'. Thus the general idea among members of the cult group was that when one had taken the 'courses' and 'counselling' to reach the high levels of the cult groups system, the person would be able to 'exteriorize' (depart or leave) their physical body and function independently of it as a spirit (which the cult claimed was the true identity of human beings), and thus be able to do such things as telepathy, time travel, make physical objects appear and disappear, travel independently of the human body, and all such things that would be included in a spirit that was 'at knowing and willing cause over life, thought, matter, energy, space and time'. Also the person would be 'trained' to be able to supposedly rid other human beings of their flaws and defects so that they would attain 'total freedom' also, and the person would be supposedly 'trained' to be able to effectively be in healthy control of all areas of their life.
So I was involved with this cult group which I partly accepted because the depiction of the cult group from the press was that of weirdos, but when I actually met them they appeared to be very nice and positive. So I concluded at the time that the press was being malicious because the way the cult group had been described differed from what I could see.
Although I was involved with the cult group, I did not undertake hardly any 'courses' or 'counselling' because the prices for such activities in the cult group were very high, and as a teenager I could not financially afford them. So all I did was a basic workshop 'course' and another basic 'course'. I did not undertake any 'counselling'. But then I was enticed into joining the cult groups elite organisation by a recruiter whom told me lies in order to persuade me to join. I ended up in the cult groups elite organisation for approximately six months in 1987/1988 before I decided to leave because I had not been honestly recruited in the first place, and the cult groups elite organisation was not appropriate for what I wanted to do with my life. Whilst I was in the cult groups elite organisation I was given staff courses to do and 'security counselling'. As I remember the basic schedule was working for about eight hours a day for six days a week (if one was productive), and then in the evening taking staff courses until about 11pm at night. As I remember I was given an 'allowance' of about fifteen dollars a week for the work I did. Meals were provided and I lived in a big staff complex that was quite run down. I shared a small room with two other males and I slept in a bunk bed. On leaving the cult groups elite organisation I was given a bill for the staff courses and 'security counselling' I had to do whilst there. The bill was for over eight thousand dollars and the cult group labelled me a 'freeloader'.
At the time I did believe that the cult group could enable people to do such things as leave their physical body as a spirit, and function independently of the human body. This was partly due to the fact that if the cult group claimed they would enable members to have such paranormal abilities and the cult group had a great amount of members including international celebrities whom were at a level within the cult where they would have paranormal abilities, then it stands to reason that those people would have to get what they were promised in order for them to accept the cult group. For instance if a company says that if a person enrolls in a weight loss program they will lose a lot of weight, if the person takes the program and does not lose the weight, they would lose faith in the company that made the promise and they would see that the company's claims were lies. If the person lost the weight that the company had promised, they would have faith in the company and endorse it.
Also, I had met people within the cult group whom revealed they had paranormal abilities. For instance on one occasion, I was on a bus (whilst I was in the USA working for the cult group) and there was an elderly lady whom had recently started working for the cult group sitting a few feet from myself. I had never spoken to her before and did not know her. I sat there weighing up different factors to determine if she was one of the high level cult group members whom had paranormal abilities. To my surprise, just after I concluded that she probably did have paranormal abilities she turned to me, (she had not been facing me with her head) and said 'You're very clever'.
That does not and cannot happen in a normal human scientific world.
Woman 'A' does not turn to Man 'B' whom she has never met or spoken to before and say 'You're very clever'. There would be no reason to do that in the normal human world and it does not contain any logic. Yet the lady was not mad as I later met her and she was visibly intelligent and reasonable. Yet I also found out later she was near the top of the available tree as far as the cult groups available levels of paranormal ability was concerned, and the only realistic explanation is that I was sitting on the bus thinking as aforementioned, and she responded to what I was thinking as she was intelligently aware of the fact that she had paranormal abilities.
The same lady as mentioned above told me after I got to know her a bit, that she could 'locate' her mother whom had died and according to the cult groups system of belief, been reincarnated.
I was also verbally told from two individuals at separate occasions that they could or had left their physical body. In the first instance the lady was a close friend I made whilst working for the cult group in the USA. She had no normal reason to lie, especially in context to being in a cult group where the emphasis was on 'truth/facts' regarding one's personal state. Furthermore it would not have been rational to lie as it would have put her in a position of dishonesty, corruption and would have been somewhat depraved, especially in her relationship to myself and our surroundings. This lady told me that she could leave her physical body as a distinct consciousness and look at herself and the room from the ceiling area. The other person was a male friend in similar circumstances to the previously mentioned. He told me that while he was undergoing cult group 'counselling' on the way to becoming a paranormally competent spirit, he became remote to his physical body as a distinct consciousness and he could see himself and what he was doing, and the other person in the room.
During the late 1980's I was a rap musician and had accepted management from a female member of the cult group. This lady told me that she could 'leave her body' at will and described being comfortable with the state. In the cult group there was a method to possibly instantly prompt a person to become exterior to their physical body as a consciousness. But the method was reported to only work on a percentage of people. That method was to tell another person in a particular way to be 'three feet back from your head'. This lady tried that with me but I did not leave my physical body.
And then there was the regular flow of literature which the cult group produced and sent/sold to members which frequently promoted the cult groups abilities to 'counsel' human beings into being spirits independent of the physical human body with paranormal abilities, and described how the high level cult members had paranormal abilities.
About six months after leaving the cult groups elite organisation, I was persuaded by a cult group member to help a female musician whom was a member of the cult group, with some gigs she would be doing.
When I met this lady I thought she was reasonably attractive from an objective point of view and wondered if I would pursue starting a relationship with her. I did not actually do anything, it was not a serious matter, just thoughts. However, to 'cut a long story short' when it came to this lady performing at her gigs a very unusual thing happened. I was sitting about fifteen to twenty feet away from her. When she sang, a distinctly non-human force propelled from her presence, which forcibly influenced me by the movement of 'love'. It may sound irregular and hard to believe (and it was), but there was an energy emitted from her presence while she was singing which was alien to human functionality of this earth, which forced itself upon me as a 'great force of love'. Make no mistake, it was not that she was just an immensely talented singer whose voice was emotional and had such an emotional effect. I had listened to some of the greats of historical music, from Bob Marley, Luther Vandross and Marvin Gaye, to Aretha Franklin, Smokey Robinson and Whitney Houston. The difference between those greats and this lady was incomparable, and this lady was no Whitney Houston or Luther Vandross. Those greats sung in a human voice and provoked relative human emotions to a voice singing. This lady sang, and there was a distinct irregular force of energy which was extraordinarily potent which emitted from her and influenced me. I tried to block it out with my mind using several techniques but could not, it was too strong. The force from this lady was unnatural to human kind.
The following year I decided that I did not want to be involved in the cult group. I had not been to a cult group organisation for a number of months. I was still doing my musical activities and dancing, and was committed to fulfilling my ambitions and being successful in life.
I used to practice dancing in my bedroom. It was highly enjoyable and I was honestly very good. One day, I was practicing dancing. I turned around and looked at a poster on my wall of a rap group called 'Salt and Pepper'. To my astonishment, one of the faces of the three women whom formed the band, appeared to be looking back at me as an entity of its own life force. That certainly sounds strange, but what should have been a two dimensional flat inanimate object, had become something which was energised by an entity of life which was looking back at me. Make no mistake, it was not a matter of me thinking that the character was looking at me, but rather it was a separate entity to my human system of functionality and existence. Of course within the situation I asked myself 'am I seeing things?' but knew I was not because I could perceive that my mental health was in good condition, and the 'entity' which I saw was independent of my existence.
But, I dismissed what I saw as it was too irregular to normal human life. At the time I was not afraid because my only connection with the paranormal was with the cult group, and thus 'if' the entity was connected with them I did not consider that I would be in serious danger because they claimed they were of exceptionally good morals. I carried on with my activities. Around that time, another thing happened. I was lying on my bed, and reached for a glass of water which was nearby. I picked it up and then felt an obvious non-human and invisible force push my hand so that the water tipped over my face. The glass did not slip so it tipped over my face, but I definitely felt a force as aforementioned, do it.
It is very important to note that at about that time, I could sense and feel an invisible-to-the-naked-eye presence in my bedroom. But I disregarded these events as they were too unusual and disruptive to accept.
Shortly after these events, I pondered whether I should go back to the cult group. I had put a picture of the founder of the cult group, in a central position on my bedroom wall. Soon after I pondered whether I should go back to the cult group, I noticed that the picture of cult groups founder appeared to be looking back at me in the same way as the character in the 'Salt and Pepper' poster had done previously. I disregarded it as it was too unusual.
Then, a night or two later I decided that I would go back to the cult group. I decided to write a letter to the 'Executive Director' of the cult groups organisation I visited most frequently. Just after I finished writing the letter I looked up and an astounding thing happened - the picture of the cult groups leader 'came to life'. This was not a matter of my mind making me believe that the picture had come to life, but rather it was an external entity separate to my human kind and existence, which gave the appearance that the picture had 'come to life' by way of supernatural manipulation. I was very shocked and asked using my mind if it was the cult group leader. The 'image' visibly moved by smiling back. The event was such a shock to my system as it was not natural to human life and was so unusual, that I fell to my knees in shock as I assumed that the paranormal beings from the cult group had arrived to help me, as they were spirits whom were supposedly good and were advanced in their existence. There were three other entities of members of the cult group that were with the entity of the founder of the cult group. After I recognised one of them and asked using my mind if it was the paranormal presence of the lady I had met and helped with the musical gigs previously (and had forced the movement of 'love'), 'she' acknowledged that it was. The other two whom were 'occupying' the figures in the 'Salt and Pepper' poster indicated to me through a paranormal concept that they were high level cult group members.
Thus from that point I thought I had been specially chosen by the cult group leader and high ranking cult group members to excel in life. I did not tell my family what had happened. It is interesting to note that at that time it was only the picture of the cult group leader, (which was a picture of his head and shoulders looking outwards with his head resting on one palm), and the three others which had 'come to life'. Other pictures were normal. I used to practice my dancing with the paranormal beings from the cult group watching on, and also practice my music.
After a few months things changed. They began trying to destroy my mental and social well-being by harassing me with abuse so that I would be vulnerable. I sensed that this was not the friendly encounter I had thought it had been. During that time, I telephoned the lady cult group member whom I had helped musically the year before and whom I witnessed was in my bedroom as a paranormal being. I telephoned her to get some physical correspondence to what was happening supernaturally. Another extraordinary thing happened. I telephoned her, and said something in the order of 'Hello, can I speak to (name)'. She replied with something like 'Yes, it's me speaking.....Hello Terry'. I had not spoken to this lady over the phone for about a year. When I had spoken to her over the phone about a year previously, the conversations had been short and a few. I did not physically know her very well. Yet, after a year she apparently knew whom I was from the sound of my voice on the telephone. That was not natural. My accent was not that distinctive in comparison to the range of accents in the general public. As I was not a close friend of hers, she was not likely to see the sound of my voice over the telephone as something important, and there could be many people in the general public with a voice that sounds like mine over the telephone, given that she would have had to remember it for a year in those circumstances. Yet, she was sure enough to confidently state whom I was, without me telling her. Think about it. Anyway, our conversation was brief and consisted of small-talk. I did not speak to her about the entities that were in my bedroom.
I began to desperately want the paranormal beings from the cult group to leave my presence but they would not. They also started to appear in virtually every picture of human beings looking outward. Pictures of non-living things such as cars, houses, etc. remained so as pictures. I became very desperate as I could see that I was in an immensely vulnerable position and that these paranormal entities were seeking to exploit my life, so I decided to take drastic action in the circumstances and nullify my capacity to function intelligently, so that it would not be profitable to exploit me. Hence I went to my local psychiatric unit and told them I was 'seeing things' (in the mentally corrupt sense) in an effort to get them to give me electric shocks to the brain. I thought that if they did that, then my qualities would be nullified and there would be nothing worthwhile for the paranormal beings from the cult group to exploit. However, it wasn't just a case of going in and getting electric shocks as I found out. I would have to go through relatively lengthy procedures. So I got cold feet and didn't pursue it because it was too intimidating to the good qualities of my life. It may sound extreme but I was in extreme circumstances and was determined not to be the paranormal beings from the cult group's defenceless subject of exploitation.
One night in late 1989 I was battling the paranormal beings from the cult group trying to get them to leave me alone. Then suddenly they transferred the information that they were going to resolve the problem. I was overjoyed. They had assumed the disposition of very friendly and helpful paranormal entities from the cult group and that the problem had to do with the spiritual realm in relation to my human kind. They transferred the information that I should 'Sit down if I love God'. I did so. Then they told me to 'Stand up if I love God.' in quick succession. I did so as I just wanted the turmoil to end. Then they repeated the commands in quick succession so that I was sitting down and standing up in quick succession. Then, when I was standing up, they told me to 'Lie down if you love God'. and as I remember they instructed me to lie face down with my eyes closed. They they told me stand up. I did so and looked in my large mirror. To my amazement and horror, my physical appearance had changed so that it appeared that there was a supernatural entity which had invaded the region of my human being. My physical structure had become significantly more muscular and my appearance was 'paranormally energised' with the presence of the supernatural entity. Also my eyes appeared larger and were full red.
The paranormal beings from the cult group told me 'That's it, you have a demon inside you. Go to (the cult groups organisation I had visited most frequently), and see (the name of the person in the cult group whom did the 'spiritual processing')'.
Even though there was an entity invading my personal presence, I was overjoyed that the whole traumatic episode was apparently going to come to an end. I ran from my home to the area of the cult group's organisation in urgency and excitement. But it was not to be. I reached the cult groups organisation and the door was locked . I looked at my watch and it was about half an hour past the time that they closed. Fear and instability built up inside me. The paranormal beings from the cult group told me to wait there and that the lady that did the 'spiritual processing' was on her way. She was a high level cult group member too.
But as I waited there a dreadful thing happened. The environment around me began to change into a literally Hellish kind of world. Instead of the normal world I had lived in, slowly the environment changed its kind into that of Hell. Also, the supernatural entity that invaded my presence grew in strength. It was horrifying and vivid. I was fully aware of myself as a legitimate human being and aware of my legitimate senses in context to the person I had been before the whole supernaturally invasive episode. Yet there was a highly forceful and potent supernatural force that was greatly impeding my human strength (as a young fit and reasonably intelligent man) to function freely.
People walking they streets were no longer people. They had turned into visible entities which were supernaturally energised. It was pure horror. Their entire eyes glowed in a damning way. They did not move or walk as everyday people do. They either moved in a slowed down menacing manner or walked with an ugly limp. The cars on the streets were no longer cars, but demonic vehicles which were supernaturally energised so as to appear like demons. What would have been headlights were glowing eyes and their structure had changed to an image of an evil movement. The buildings also changed to that of 'buildings in Hell'. Even the sky, where there had once been clouds, now had mists of demons in their place. It is also important to note that this was nothing like normal human existence because the environment I was in had an extra presence of evil that was not of human nature.
Then the supernatural entity which had invaded my presence grew even stronger and attempted to violently overpower me so that I would be damned to the demonic exploitation of my existence. I was terrified. The paranormal beings from the cult group told me to 'hang on' and also that they were 'losing contact' due to the demonic presences. They told me to keep on repeating the words 'The good will win' to defend myself. Thus in desperation I did. It was by now evident that the lady from the cult groups organisation was not going to turn up, so I decided that I would have to try and get to familiar surroundings - the nearest thing to my home - to have any chance of defending myself.
Thus I began a terrifying journey 'home'. Of course the entire environment had changed to a version of Hell so as far as I knew I was not in the human world where my home was. But my instinct told me that I should get away from the location I was in and to try and get to familiar surroundings.
I walked repeating the words, 'the good will win' trying my best to fight off the evil, powerful, and violent supernatural entity that had invaded my presence, and trying to block out the immensely potent environment of 'Hell'. To note, also the trees had become alive and attempted to grab me with the branches. It was not just a version of normal trees that were alive, but trees which were empowered by supernatural force which made them more potent than normal trees. That was the case with the environment also. It was horrendous.
Also as I walked home I could feel a violent demonic tail wagging from behind my body caused by the demonic presence, and my mouth vividly felt and acted in a similar manner to that of the possessed child in the 'Exorcist' movie.
Finally I reached my 'house'. I could see the lights were on in the front room but when I went upstairs, no-one was at home. I was transferred the information from the paranormal beings of the cult group that I had left my human body when I had originally left my house, and that I was existing as a spirit, so I raced upstairs to my bedroom to find my body. It was not there so I was terrified that I was stuck in Hell and had no way of getting back to reality.
Then the supernatural entity that had invaded my presence grew even stronger in it's attempts to damn me. I obtained a Holy Bible and sat down to read it in an attempt to ward off the evil with something that was good and Holy. It was an immensely desperate situation. I kept on reading whilst the entity violently sought to crush my autonomy. Then, I heard loud and menacing footsteps. Much louder than ordinary footsteps and the sound of them was scary. I was petrified. It appeared that there was something in the 'house' and it was coming to get me.
The footsteps stopped and the door opened. I looked up and I saw a supernatural representation of my mother. There was no mistaking it as its features were vivid. They appeared to be supernaturally energised with an evil force and was menacingly different to my mothers while appearing to have a similar build. The entity spoke words to the effect of 'Terry, what is the matter'. I was so scared I just looked and the entity repeated the words. I then said words to the effect of 'Mum, is it really you' and she replied 'yes'. I decided that I was going to believe it, and at that moment a great wave of supernatural energy went through my body, and the entity of my mother disappeared. My real mother now stood there. I told her briefly what had happened and she was shocked. Shortly after my brother came home and I could see it was really him. I told him also what had happened. They were both shocked as it was beyond the bounds of normal human life.
But the evil supernatural force that had been attacking me had not gone, it had just lessened the style of attack.
After that endurance I tried to get help from the cult group, but they shunned me. But it is important to note, one evening two different cult group members admitted to seeing a picture of the cult group leader within the cult groups organisation (which was the same kind of picture I had previously put on my bedroom wall), move. One of the people was the 'Executive Director' of the cult groups organisation. I was alone in a room with him and the picture was sitting on a desk in a frame. I had not told the cult group members about the pictures at home which had come 'alive' with the supernatural entities of the cult groups members, but could see that this picture on the desk was animated with the supernatural force that had been in my bedroom. So I took the opportunity to ask the 'Executive Director', 'Can you see that picture move ?' He replied 'Yes'. I asked him to take action but he said words to the effect of 'there's such a multitude of beings out there that I cannot do anything about it'. He was a high level cult group member. On the same evening, I was also alone in the same room with my sister's ex-boyfriend (whom had been the one whom had introduced me to the cult group). I asked him the same thing 'Can you see that picture move ?' He replied 'Yes'.
Let's be honest. In the normal human world photographs do not move. Yet without me telling those two that I could see the pictures move, they told me they could. You ask someone in the normal world if they can see a picture move and their answer will be 'no' because earthly pictures do not move. So there was concrete proof that there was a supernatural entity that was identified by two other people than myself at separate times.
Also, at around that time my sister's ex-boyfriend told me without prompting and without me telling him that the paranormal entity of the cult groups founder had appeared in my bedroom, that he had met the cult group's founder (whom had physically died years before). So in one case, he see's the picture of the cult groups founder moving without me telling him I could see it moving, and then he also states without prompting (as stated above) that he has met the cult group leader. Please note that he said these two things in circumstances where it would not be advantageous to lie. Also we could appreciate each other's personality (in honesty) in the ability to spot something outrageously foreign to oneself (e.g. an independent paranormal calculated entity). He had a relationship with my sister for years and lived at our family home and hence I knew him well and know in honesty we could trust each other's ability to spot something outrageously foreign to the qualities of human kind's existence.
Finally, in regards to my sister's ex-boyfriend, there was an occasion later when I went to a New Year's party at one of the main cult groups organisations in approximately 1991. I was sitting on my own and he came up to me and asked how I was doing and if I wanted a lift home. I declined and then saw that he was visibly attempting to act but was restrained by an 'invisible force' in exactly the same way I had been from the paranormal beings of the cult group on numerous occasions.
As an indication to what high level members of the cult group regard as feasible activity, I remember finding out from the cult groups media that according to the cult groups 'technology' a spirit could 'control two bodies at the same time'. My sister's ex-boyfriend also found that information (from a tape/book) and conceived it was possible we were 'the same spirit.
Please also note the term widely known by high level cult group members to 'Be Three Feet Back From Your Head' which speaks for itself in being a state that high level cult group members understand is existing outside of the physical body, and thus three feet back from the head. Then also note the general high level cult group members belief and practice of 'exteriorization', where a person can leave their physical body as a spirit and on occasion operate without the need for a physical body. Please note in other fields the terms 'out of body experiences' and 'remote viewing' which has related information which one can research.
On another occasion, the 'Executive Director' of the cult groups organisation which I visited in approximately 1989 (and the same person whom admitted to seeing a picture of the cult groups founder 'move', stated that his young daughter had told him there was a spirit in his new house, and he then used his spiritual abilities to see the spirit which was of 'a man with a beard, and tell 'it' to leave the house with success.
So where do you think someone suffering from my predicament in everyday society would end up. Well, I ended up in psychiatric care. It was shortly after that incident that I was so terrified I went to the psychiatric unit of my local hospital to get some form of help. They didn't heed my experiences though, and branded me a paranoid schizophrenic. Can you imagine what someone whom had experienced what I had would feel like with the added burden of being labelled and treated as a paranoid schizophrenic in society ?.
The calculated paranormal attacks did not stop there, there were many others. To name a few of them briefly, on one occasion I was sitting down talking to some work colleagues and I mentioned that I thought Armageddon was a possibility (as that was the subject of our conversation). Immediately after, a terrifying and extremely potent supernatural force invaded my presence as a paranormal being from the cult group and stated 'You're dead, you're an (the term which the cult used for their version of an evil person)'. The paranormal entity alternated between the lady whom I had helped musically and a high level cult group member executive, whom were also stating that I had been oppressive to that lady, as I had been complaining to the cult group that she was violating me as a paranormal being. At that time, I truly thought that I was going to be slaughtered to death as a coerced evil person that was irrelevant to honest society. The power of these paranormal beings from the cult group was immense, but I fought with every drop of strength I had to defend myself and proclaim my innocence. Eventually they backed off.
On some other occasions I was sent to a paranormally energised 'future world' where the entire environment was a movement to damn myself in the circumstances. These 'worlds' were literally 'more real than reality', and were composed of heightened substances which were more vivid and potent than normal reality. I survived those too.
Please note that I have never taken any hard drugs such as LSD, Cocaine, Heroin, Speed, etc. I had smoked marijuana as that was a part of my culture as a person of Caribbean descent and I enjoyed it. I strongly stress that whilst taking marijuana I was in control of my senses and in a comfortable state. Marijuana did not have negative effects to my emotions and I was able to function in a naturally healthy way. Marijuana brought about a heightened state of relaxation. I had not been taking marijuana when I endured the aforementioned supernatural events except for one occasion as previously mentioned when I was told 'You're dead, you're an (the term which the cult used for their version of an evil person)'. That occasion was one afternoon after work when two work colleagues and myself shared a joint of marijuana. The potency of the part of the joint I smoked induced nothing more than the familiar feeling of 'relaxation' as I was and am aware of my own mental and physical qualities. The following paranormal attack I endured was distinctly and vividly from a force which was alien and additional to my own mental and physical existence, and was of such strength and violent will that it could potentially overpower my physical strength.
So now we are in the year 2013 and it has been over twenty-four years since the paranormal beings from the cult group invaded my bedroom and my life. From the time of the calculated paranormal abuses previously described, I have had to fight to defend myself every day against the domination of satanic evil from the paranormal beings of the cult group. It has literally been an ongoing fight for over twenty-four years which has taken its natural course from the original aforementioned abuses. Thus today I am in far better condition than I was back in 1989, in terms of having successfully resisted the original attacks to the point of being in a greatly improved condition.
I have had to fight for my mind, life and soul on my own for over twenty-four years, and the fight still goes on.
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Social Conditions Surrounding the Issue
The social conditions of England which I have lived in have been a recipe for the calculated paranormal satanic abuse against my human-kind which I have faced for over twenty-four years. The circumstances I have lived in within England have made calculated paranormal satanic abuse a pushover. For instance:
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I can honestly state from my experience for over twenty-four years that psychiatry deals in the oppression of the victim of severe calculated paranormal and satanic abuse, which is compatible with the abusers and assists the abusers in their activities.
I have clearly and distinctly endured vivid, obvious and outrageous calculated paranormal and satanic abuse from paranormal beings of the cult group for a great length of time, and during that time I have persistently explained to the psychiatric 'professionals' whom I had been placed under the 'care' of, that fact. I have gone into details and even compiled a folder full of information which described the situation I was in which I gave to my psychiatric consultant at the time to assist me. Of course as I was suffering from calculated paranormal and satanic abuse my ability to articulate what was happening to me was hindered due to the fact I was being sabotaged by the paranormal beings of the cult group. But I did report the abuses in a reasonably articulate form in context to the severity of the complaint. It was not perfect but I did the job necessary. You can download an edited text version of the information I gave the psychiatric 'professionals' I was placed under the 'care' of here (right-click and 'save as').
So what did psychiatry do after I had basically told them that I was suffering from calculated paranormal and satanic abuses from paranormal beings of the cult group ? They acted to oppress my life and did what would damn me in the circumstances I was in, by 'diagnosing' that I was a paranoid schizophrenic. They 'diagnosed' that I was insane. The psychiatrists never investigated what I told them was happening in terms of genuinely investigating to see if I was actually a victim of calculated paranormal and satanic abuse. What they did was assign/relate what I told them to paranoid schizophrenia. So if I told them I was being continually attacked by evil paranormal forces, then they assigned/related that to paranoia. If I told them that the paranormal beings from the cult group enforced communication upon myself, then they assigned/related that to 'hearing voices'. If I told them I had been forced to 'Hell', then they assigned/related that to hallucinations.
The psychiatrists simply disregarded and shunned what I told them, and enforced their own version of what was happening although they had not witnessed the phenomena, but could only get a description of it from what I told them (which they disregarded and shunned) and could sometimes see that I was visibly distressed.
It is actually ridiculous and outrageous. Man 'A' says he has clearly and distinctly witnessed something and Man 'B' states that he is hallucinating although Man 'B' had not witnessed the phenomena but could only get a description of it from what Man 'A' told him. It is actually an act to maliciously sabotage and discredit the validity of what Man 'A' is saying he witnessed.
What happened to me is the equivalent of a person whom has endured rape going to the police and being told 'you are a fantasist/liar' because that police think that 'fantasists and liars make up stories and we are assigning/relating what the person whom claimed rape told us to the claims of a fantasist/liar'. That while the police had not witnessed the phenomena and had not investigated what was reported in terms of genuinely investigating to see if the person was actually a victim of rape.
What the psychiatrists did to me represents something very dangerous because it means that if a person distinctly and clearly endures calculated paranormal and satanic abuse and goes to psychiatry for help, they are liable to be assigned/related to a psychiatric illness.
'Maliciously' is defined as 'with a desire to harm others or to see others suffer; extreme ill will or spite', and 'sabotage' means 'an act or process tending to hamper or hurt'.
What the psychiatrists have done for over twenty-four years is simply evil. In effect what they are saying (if they are consistent in regards to what they have done to me) is if a person clearly and distinctly endures calculated paranormal satanic abuse then they are liable to be told by the psychiatrists that they are a paranoid schizophrenic. That is an act to maliciously sabotage the person's interests and discredit what the person has clearly and distinctly endured, and it is evil.
Let's look at what paranoid schizophrenia is and compare it to what I have experienced.
Note: The following is taken from the mayoclinic.com website.
'Schizophrenia is a group of severe brain disorders in which people interpret reality abnormally. Schizophrenia may result in some combination of hallucinations, delusions, and disordered thinking and behaviour.
Contrary to some popular belief, schizophrenia isn't split personality or multiple personality. The word "schizophrenia" does mean "split mind," but it refers to a disruption of the usual balance of emotions and thinking.
Schizophrenia is a chronic condition, requiring lifelong treatment.'
In schizophrenia, positive symptoms reflect an excess or distortion of normal functions. These active, abnormal symptoms may include:
Negative symptoms refer to a diminishment or absence of characteristics of normal function. They may appear with or without positive symptoms. They include:
Cognitive symptoms involve problems with thought processes. These symptoms may be the most disabling in schizophrenia because they interfere with the ability to perform routine daily tasks. A person with schizophrenia may be born with these symptoms. They include:
It is very important to be able to distinguish between a person that has endured calculated paranormal satanic abuse and a person with paranoid schizophrenia. For instance if a person has witnessed something paranormal it is possible for another person to assign/relate that to an hallucination, but it is in fact not an hallucination but something paranormal that was witnessed because what was witnessed was not the product of a mental dysfunction, but was a legitimate identification. One cannot say the person is talking about something which does not exist because they are not stating they have witnessed normal physical phenomena. They are stating that they have witnessed something paranormal or supernatural which is a legitimate description because they are not describing something of human nature.
Concerning myself, I interpret reality as I have always done, even before I became a victim of calculated paranormal abuse. Something is real if it has an independent existence. I know that what I have endured for over twenty-four years cannot be identified by other peoples human senses, and therefore other people have no way of knowing for themselves if what I have described is real because they cannot identify it, and thus cannot say for themselves whether it is something which has an independent existence. Thus I can honestly and sincerely state that I interpret reality normally because I have rationally described reality in that what I have witnessed and endured has been paranormal, hence other people cannot identify it themselves, but it is real because it is an independent existence although it is not of human nature.
So I do not have a severe brain disorder where I interpret reality abnormally.
The medical definition of 'delusion' is 'a false personal belief that is not subject to reason or contradictory evidence and is not explained by a person's usual cultural and religious concepts (so that, for example, it is not an article of faith). A delusion may be firmly maintained in the face of incontrovertible evidence that it is false. Delusions are a frequent feature of schizophrenia.'
The calculated paranormal satanic abuse I have endured from the paranormal beings of the cult group are a true and valid description of what I have witnessed, and are not 'a false personal belief'. I have clearly and distinctly witnessed calculated paranormal and satanic life forms which have an existence that is independent of my human being. Those calculated paranormal and satanic life forms have demonstrated powers that were not of human nature, and were beyond the powers of my mind and body. I have been able to analyse my own state of being by recognising that the qualities of my existence have been consistent with my state of being when I was not being abused and was healthy. Thus I have been able to perceive that my personal mental health has been in good condition.
What I have endured is feasible because I was involved with an international cult group which actively works to develop beings with paranormal abilities from human beings, where that international cult group is allowed to practice by the governments of western nations. And I later found widespread information that revealed the founder of the cult group was actually someone whom was committed to satanic practices and the occult. The creation of the cult group and the cult groups 'technology' was actually based on satanic/occult practices and beliefs which the cult groups founder promoted as 'technology to attain spiritual freedom and well-being'.
So there is a substantial amount of information within society that would support what I have reported.
Thus it is fair to state that my reports of calculated paranormal satanic abuse are not the product of a delusion.
Besides the above facts it is not rightful to label someone as delusional just because they are describing something paranormal unless what they are stating cannot possibly be valid. People should not be 'guilty until proven innocent', thus if someone is sure they have witnessed something paranormal it should not be assumed they are delusional until they can prove they are not.
Regarding the medical definition of 'hallucinations' which is basically 'a perception of something (as a visual image or a sound) with no external cause usually arising from a disorder of the nervous system', it is as I previously stated: Something is real if it has an independent existence. I know that what I have endured for over twenty-four years cannot be identified by other peoples human senses, and therefore other people have no way of knowing for themselves if what I have described is real because they cannot identify it, and thus cannot say for themselves whether it is something which has an independent existence. Thus I can honestly and sincerely state that I interpret reality normally because I have rationally described reality in that what I have witnessed and endured has been paranormal, hence other people cannot identify it themselves, but it is real because it is an independent existence although it is not of human nature. Thus what I have witnessed has not been a hallucination because what I have witnessed has had an external cause in that it was an obvious independent existence that was separate to my human being.
Regarding thought disorder, whilst the paranormal beings of the cult group have tried to sabotage my ability to defend myself, report what I was enduring, and expose them, besides the period of the original abuse back in the late 1980's/early 1990's, my thought processes have been more than fine, in fact I would say they have been very good. I have been able to speak fluently and organize thoughts. An example would be this whole website including all the text which would obviously involve having a good thought process. It is wrongful to state I have abnormal thought processes because I have been able to think fluently and intelligently enough to perform at a high intellectual level. But it is very important to be able to distinguish between the calculated paranormal sabotage of a persons mind, and a person whom has thought disorders. One involves an attack upon the person, the other is the person.
I certainly do not have disorganized behaviour ranging from childlike silliness to unpredictable agitation. My behaviour is natural and generally well organized.
Regarding the 'negative symptoms' of schizophrenia:
Regarding the 'cognitive symptoms' of schizophrenia:
So there you have it, a clear truthful statement which exposes that I am not a paranoid schizophrenic.
What the psychiatrists have done is over-rule the statements of a person whom has clearly and distinctly endured years of severe calculated paranormal and satanic abuse against their human kind, with their offensive opinion (a view or judgment formed about something, not necessarily based on fact or knowledge).
Also note that what psychiatry has done is effectively sabotage of the provision of support for a victim of calculated paranormal satanic abuse. They have also sabotaged my credibility by claiming that I am severely delusional.
Psychiatry has forced a diagnosis of illness against my will. Is it acceptable that doctors have the power to force a diagnosis of illness against a patient's will ?. If that were the case then a doctor would have the powers of a dictator and patients would be in servitude to the doctors 'diagnosis'.
It is also interesting to note that in all the twenty-four years that I have been suffering, English society has provided no-one that will represent me and thus defend me and my human rights. I was given so-called social workers, but they worked with the psychiatrists against me in regards to unrelentingly coercing the 'diagnosis' of schizophrenia and shunning the validity of my reports.
The psychiatrists have reinforced the validity of vulnerable victims of abuse believing they will not be believed. In fact I have been treated worse than someone under criminal prosecution where the defendant is innocent until proven guilty. I have been deemed as 'guilty until proven innocent', and this website is an act to 'prove my innocence'. Thus psychiatrists have been acting like an oppressive judge and jury. For over twenty-four years I have lived the classic nightmare of a person not being believed and taken seriously when they encounter evil paranormal/demonic forces and report it to the authorities.
I understand that psychiatry has insulted my ability to correctly identify if I have been severely abused by powerful, calculating, paranormal and satanic life forms of the potency to force me to endure an actual 'Hell' for a prolonged period of time.
Human beings do not control the abilities of life. Psychiatrists do not control the abilities of life so it is destructive for the psychiatrists to patronize what are my independent experiences, as they are not aware of what I have experienced except for what I tell them, as they were not present or 'in my shoes' during what I experienced. Thus psychiatry is not in a position to rule out the validity of my reports.
My health has improved as a natural result of successfully defending myself against the measure of the calculated paranormal and satanic abuses. Any medication from the psychiatrists did and has no identifiable effect as the abuses have been the same afterwards except for naturally diminishing as a result of my successful defence.
I recognize that regarding my plight, psychiatry has been prejudiced against the victim of calculated paranormal and satanic abuse, and has discriminated against the victim of calculated paranormal and satanic abuse in order to adopt and assert the views of psychiatric illness. I recognize that psychiatry appears to be an atheist medical profession that is biased towards the denial of supernatural/paranormal phenomena.
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The Response of Society
The general and consistent response of society regarding tackling my plight of enduring calculated paranormal and satanic abuse against my humankind for over twenty-four years, has been to shun and disregard my predicament. Society shows no interest in my predicament.
From what I can remember, I contacted the following people and organisations during the early to mid 1990's explaining my predicament, and received the noted responses. Please understand that sometimes the information I gave was not easy to understand as I had written it whilst suffering severe calculated paranormal and satanic abuse, and the abusers acted to severely hinder my ability to articulate what I was enduring. But anyone whom received information I had written would have been able to get the basic idea that I was complaining of paranormal abuse and that I was severely distressed.
The above are just those that I can remember. After realising that no-one was willing to tackle the problem even after extensively reporting the issue, I stopped because there was no real co-operation from society. But I continued to try and convince my social workers of the validity of what was happening to me, which produced a negative result. Later I even resorted to contacting foreign organisations to try and get help, but I never received a single reply.
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My Description of the Calculated Paranormal Forces
From what I have observed of the paranormal beings from the cult group, they are intelligent life forms that are not of earthly nature. As they are paranormal they do not conform to earthly nature but conform to nature of 'the spirit realm'. They are evil to the extent that they do not recognise good human morality and have a morality which normal good people would describe as evil but which they think is natural. Thus evil (as normal good people know it) is not evil to them, but is natural life. They seek to dominate human life as if they are 'gods'. They have very powerful supernatural abilities such as being able to manipulate earthly life and physical things. They work as part of a group and are tactical. And they are highly manipulative in terms of seeking to control human society.
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In my view I have been exploited by the system because despite clearly and distinctly enduring severe calculated paranormal and satanic abuse for over twenty-four years, no-one from society has represented me whilst I have been extremely vulnerable. I have had to try and keep going despite being ignored and shunned by society, and I have had to try and defend myself against being disregarded and condemned by psychiatry. I have spent over twenty-four years (8760 days) as a prisoner of satanic paranormal forces whilst being rejected and ignored by society. As a victim of severe calculated paranormal abuse it is obvious that in such a circumstance the abusers would try and sabotage the victims ability to articulate the problem in a credible way to avoid being exposed/caught. Yet my hindered abilities to articulate due to the paranormal abuse I have faced has been held against me particularly by psychiatry, where I have been deemed 'guilty until proven innocent'.
I believe that my predicament has been managed/controlled at least partially by the powers of society. One can ask the question 'How is it that all the powers of society and their interests are safe when there are calculated paranormal and satanic forces at large ?'. What gain is there to attack me when in theory, the paranormal beings of the cult group could potentially 'abuse the powers of society and take over the world' ?.
If one looks at my predicament I think one can see it appears to have been managed.
I also believe that my predicament is a product of a corrupt society which has a system which is suitable for powers of society to orchestrate the abuses I have suffered for over twenty-four years. It is vital to note that at least England has been in harmony with the calculated paranormal and satanic abuse I have endured for over twenty-four years, in spite of my attempts to gain justice.
I also know that my human rights have been oppressed by the system.
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